Saturday, 27 April 2013

All times when old are good.

Friday's afternoon snack at work!!! one of my fav snacks! 
I just love how it melts in your mouth!!!^^

alright so work was (as usual) BORING. ugh.
was super looking forward to dinner that day! went to SWEE CHOON FOR DIM SUM! 
Since three of us did not know how to get there, took us a really long time to get there!
We even walked in the wrong direction twice! 
and because there was some constructions going on along the road side, it was really scary for three girls to walk to the place. so next time, must go with at least one guy friend!! 
by the time we got there, there was alot of people waiting around to get it! 
so we took a number and started to order then we waited for our number, it took about 30-45 minutes? but since we are not alone, time passed quickly!  
after about 5 minutes, the food came!! 

I thought the xiao long bao and liu sha bao was really good!! and the pai gu!! (chicken)
ha gao and fried dumplings too! 
okay all tastes realllyy good! but i dint really like the da bao.. hahah quite a waste of money for that..

Joelle and Jeradine

havent seen Joelle for almost 2 years already and it amazes me how,after so long, we are still able to talk comfortably without any awkwardness (i didnt think there would be any!), just like the old times!! 
love you, my handsome girl! 

Tuesday, 23 April 2013


I have been a part-time office staff for more than 3 months now. doing data entries.
everyday, i watch my colleagues come to work at 9am then type on their computers all day, have very on-the-surface conversations with each other occasionally, and when its 5:45pm, everyone packs up and leave.
This got me thinking... is this what i want? I have always been told, " you must study hard, so that next time you can get a comfortable office job!" (at least thats what my parents always say..)
yes, i agree office jobs are more comfortable and easy than those jobs that requires human labour and sweat. But think about it, you sit at your desk for almost 9hours a day! how comfortable is that? oh and  dont forget there will definitely be those office politics, scoldings from superiors, etc.
i feel that its a very me-against-the-world situation.
i always thought.. yes, i need to get an office job, not only is the pay good, it will be comfortable.
But from the first day i started, i started questioning myself.
"is this what you want?" "you sure you can tahan this kind of lifestyle? doing the same things everyday?" 
i dont think so..

(i know this does not apply to everyone or every company, but let me rant..)
here are some things i felt/observed from my part-time job.
- no one is real (everyone is wearing a mask, somehow)
-"friends" do not exist, even if there is, its only on the surface.
- you dont really have much life
-its not as comfortable and easy as people say
whatever it is, i really cant take this kind of life. its not even interesting..
if i were to do it, how will i survive?
i dont know..
then again, this is still my first time, is it too quick for me to jump into conclusions?
whatever it is, working is no joke.. maybe studying is still so much better.
i dont want to grow up...
my thoughts are all over the place, it would be too disorganized for me to continue posting.. so i'll end the post here.
-end of rant-

Monday, 22 April 2013

still monday to me because i've not slept yet.

been working ever since the year started. yeap that explains the lack of posts.
but i did go on holiday! so i'll upload pictures soon too! ^^
alrighty goodnight! work tomorrow!! ):

yet, the end of another journey.

[totally forgot about this post..]


I've just collected my Alevels results this afternoon.i was so nervous my legs and hands were just SHAKING. 
and that few minutes when we all just sit in the hall and miss lai announces names of those that scored 3 H2 distinctions, 4 H2 distinctions, perfect scores..omg the worst few minutes of my life..
(half of me was hoping that she would call my name hahaah *shameless* but the other half of me knew that was not going to happen... hahah ohwell)

looks like MJ did not do so well this year? im not sure if its only me, but Miss Lai did not look as happy as she was last year! :/
my results actually sinked in after i reached home and i was alone..
thats when it sank it..
and now, its all over! jc life is over! and i survived.
i cant believe it. me. completing jc.
thats because im not like some other people in jc, that are born smart.. im not..

in pri school, i used to fail everything.. i was not the studying type at all.
then i went to a neighborhood school, where i had an awesome sec school experience!
and at Olevels, my results allowed me to go into JC! and that was like a huge achievement to me! and now i completed JC!
after all the hardwork and tears, ITS OVER!!!! *celebrates*

but.. the few days to results day.. i was SOOO worried i almost died.
because, deeeeeeep down in my heart, a tiny part of me knew..

i knew that i could had done more.. and worked a little harder on staying away from my distractions! i really did my best but i felt that i could have done better (in terms of focusing on my studies) i was really afraid that this will cause me my grades!

ohmy suddenly i feel emotional..
im happy that this is over, but im sad that i would not see my friends classmates as often as now! ):

  we support and encouraged each other through the good and bad times. and well we bonded so well together! i wouldn't exchange you all for any other! 

Road race + first class outing

RANDOM from somewhere

when a classmate left the class :'( 

Racial Harmony day

our second sentosa outing + BBQ





[editing and posting this post on 22 april]

i miss you guys.  :')